P.B.Y.G. -- F.S.J.S. 2007 Inramurals

"Sports don't build character. They reveal it."

Yan na nga ba ang aking sinasabi! Naniniwala ako sa quote na yan.
HAHA.

Kitang kita yan, lagi na kung intrams.
Bulgaran ng tunay na kulay!!

Third Year Speech Festival

"It is good to have an end to journey toward; but it is the journey that matters, in the end"

Our Speech Fest started the moment the piece was given.
Before everything else happened our teacher (Ms. Dizon-Phan) told us that she will treat all the section she is handling even though only one wins. We started saying "Go Eleven!" Because we were just that amused with treats.

It's so amazing how that humorous approach lead us to something we never expected, but wished -- to win.
Along the days that we practiced, no serious improvement could be seen each time the day passed. There were only minimal improvements, but it was never that good.

Not until we were triggered.
It was Thursday, four days more before the eliminations. We were allowed to practice during our English period.
We were messed up. That lead our teacher to scold us. Not really scold as in be angry with us, she just faced us to the horrible reality.

That helped us to stand and prove her that "Hey, were more than this."

During the following practice, sometimes I took my time to look around my classmates, I see their faces with full of emotions! I realized that each and everyone of them was doing their part. SO GREAT. Friday and Saturday practice went well. Although only a few went to the Saturday practice. It was still worth it.

As Monday came, I entered the room and they were practicing. Our leader (Maita) is some kind of frustrated for we kind of forgot some intonations. That frustration of hers made us more concentrated. "Kailangan pa bang magalit para maayos ninyo?" Frankly, part of it was yes. But we all know it would be better if isn't.

During the Eliminations, I felt nervous and my hands started to get cold.
As we performed, I can feel that we are doing our best.
I did not expect to win though.
I only thought we did great.

Then at the moment they announced that we did win, I can hear screams of JOY from all of us. No one was left silent! I think Regine did scream or something. HAHA.

We won along side 3-11.
That means the 2 third year class that Ms. is handling, won. GREAT! HAHA.

And there was a line our teacher told 3-11 (because it was their English period and we did not have English after lunch).

"Dapat pala......"

Now we'll just keep that line in ourselves.
Just because.

:D

During our prayer of thanks to God (we also Pray before we performed), one of my classmates said (I think it was Aina) "Thanks for giving us a second chance."

Truly I believe that was some second chance.
It's hard to open your mind and understand what everyone wants.
And it's hard to give your all.

But because of some dedication and the want to prove that we're not just that, the second chance was formed to move us forward.

:D

I may sound over reacting all through out.
But it just conveys what I really feel.
That I'm proud and overjoyed.

CHEERS AND GOOD LUCK 3-10!

Lyza :: Pare may camera oh.....
Lora :: SO?


Baranggay Dotahan
III-10!

I am failing chemistry

You know what makes things frustrating?
It's when you have already accomplished one problem and then the next thing you know, there's an approaching one.

It's about chemistry.
I am failing chemistry! HAHA.
I hate it. but I can't do anything to repeat the exams. HAHA. I just hope I can catch up again... and pass.
Somehow.

Tomorrow is the eliminations for the speech fest.

I'm just telling that tomorrow is the eliminations.
HAHA. No other comments.

A destiny to be given something

When you are given a task, its either you really take it seriously or, you can’t help but take some time. You take some time meaning, you don’t like it, you refuse to like it, or you are too lazy to do it. It’s unavoidable to feel like this at times. Especially you feel that it’s not your thing. Some things are seen as unimportant but in truth, it is important and it would make you proud when the end comes.

These tasks could be similar to everyday problems that we undergo and encounter. These problems are sometimes hard to resolve. As my chemistry teacher said a while ago, sometimes, “…the problem with the problem is understanding the problem.”

There are times that we let our mouth talk and our hearts shut. The words that come out in our mouth are the easiest thing to fool by the ‘dark’ side of our mind. Because of our anger or frustration, we forget to tolerate and think right. We forget to look at the other side. And perhaps to be able to reach that side, we must take the most boring, hard, and the most stupid way. Nevertheless, it's why we often fail to reach that side. But if we just give the track a chance, maybe it is not that bad – though the way is dreadful, at least the end is not.

We also forget to be open-minded at times. I remember a quote that I have read last night, “There are only two sides of an answer – my side and the wrong side”

The quote is right. But it’s an ironic right.

It’s like having a high self esteem that you only think that you’re the only one who is right, not letting any opinion, any criticism come and spank your face with reality.

The only time you will move, it’s either you (1)humiliate yourself; (2)you feel that you are being frustrating to others, (3)you were shouted or scold by someone or (4)simply, you learn to realize.

Frankly, it’s hard to realize without something or someone to make you realize that you are not doing the task.

Even if that task is for you yourself to be responsible. If you see that you fail, and you realize that you always fail, that’s the time you will move. You will regret the past that you should have taken tasks and works seriously. Maybe not that serious, but still, accomplishing something in a fun and smart way.

All in all, I would just like to say that let’s give that boring, stupid and hard way a chance. Whatever the work or task is, let’s give it a shot. Even if you don’t really get what you want in the end, as long as you did it.

But what’s starting something without getting what you want?
So it’s really better to DO EVERYTHING you can and that’s the only time that you can say that you win, even if you really didn’t.

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(This post was supposed to be yesterday, but my brother removed Internet Explorer and exchanged it with Netscape. Although I do not really hate Netscape, in fact I like it, it's because Blogger and other sites seem to be distorted. I don't know what the problem is. But hopefully he could fix it and bring I.E. back. hehe.)

8th Nemesis woo

• A BULLETED POST! How interesting. It is filled with randomness.
• YAY! Weekend. How fun it is to know that there will be two days of rest once again. HAHA
  As if there would be any rest =__=
  Thanks to the HW's.
  They are loved =__=
  
• Anyway, I have finished fixing the layout of 8th Nemesis! Click the button below to view.

• I remember that the last time I touched/edited that site was around, last year May. HAHA. I opened 8th Nemesis during April 2006. It's 1st year of surviving without any visitors will slowly come. HAHA. Well this site isn't for anything in particular, it's just there to store the fanlistings that I have joined.
• Did I mention that we got our report cards today? I got low grades. 2 subjects were expected to be low, but 1 was not.
• Re:member by Flow, is the new Japanese song that I like. HAHA. So I'm like memorizing the lyrics.
• I like to watch Bleach. HAHA.
• COPS dance = balloons HAHA
• End of post
• Because my life is just that boring.
• :D

PTC

"Ma, PTC nga pala namin bukas. Pero bibigay yung card sa amin."

"Okay... so... Kakausapin ko teachers mo?"

"..."

"Sinong may kasalanan, sila o ikaw."

".... ----- haha"

I admit that I was lazy. Well I am lazy. HAHA.
But honestly, there are times that I find things hard.
And when I find out that those things are hard, I yawn and close my books.

I will try to concentrate more this quarter.
I hope that I'll listen to my conscience the next time it reminds me to do my works.
HAHA.

Academic stuff =_=

Last night I thought there wouldn't be any classes for today, but there was. I think they have moved the CAT(?) of the Seniors to Wednesday.

We had our Geom test today. Our second Geom test. I think I will fail again. I don't know why the SW's and HW's are so much easier than the test. It's like, from a level of 1 you'll jump to 5. Well I don't know what others think about the test. But for me it was hard.

Another thing, some of our classmates -- well two of them, have taken the ACET. They were given a letter last time about that.
So they told us that it was hard. The test was timed. Part by part. Upon hearing their overview of the Entrance Test, I felt that I lost hope. HAHA. That's why I should study hard -- this summer. HAHA.

Yeah.
There. Another day of the shool year.

If there's a will, there's a way

Okay. Sobrang saya ng araw na 'to. Mga detalye ay SUSUnod. (Boy Abunda style, kung di niyo alam manood kayo ng The Buzz kahit 1 minute lang)

Pagkagising ko, excited akong mag practice. HAHA. Seryoso.
Kasi naman inaabangan ko yung pictorial namin ng COPS. HAHA. Pero hindi siya natuloy. Ayos lang. May bukas pa. hehe.
Practice namin dapat, 9:30 - 4:00 eh kaso, merong nagsabi samin na hanggang 12:00 lang. No choice kami. Pero ang thing lang dun inaprove nila yung reply slip na binigay samin. Pero well. Flaws.

So yun. Nagplano kami na lalabas ng katipunan, pupuntang MCDO para kumain kasi kumakalam na ang mga tyan namin matapos ang pagpractice ng 2nd stanza. Whew. HEHE.

Pero may problema. Iilan lang samin ang merong dalang comuter's pass! Lagot.
Pero "If there's a will, there's a way"

Yan. Yun yun eh. HEHE.
So kanya kanya na kami, meet nalang sa MCDO. Saya
Naiwan kaming lima. Tatlo samin may commuter's pass. Dalawa wala. Ako at si Lora.
Nung medyo tumagal na, syempre pinauna na namin silang 3 kasi meron naman silang pass. Naiwan ko kasi commuter's pass ko kasi akala ko hindi kailangan so yon.

Nung humiwalay kami ni Lora, eto na. THRILLER *Micheal Jackson song chuva*

Una tinawagan ko papa ko para magpasundo tapos hatid kami ni Lora sa MCDO.

Papa: Bakit ako pupunta dun? *tinanong kay mama kasi si mama yung kausap ko*
Mama: eh baka ayaw silang palabasin.
(payag na payag sila xD)

Yun nga.
Eh papa ko dadaan sa Ateneo.
So punta kami sa SAID para salubungin siya.

May dalawang nauna samin dun. Kinunsulta nung guard. Pinabalik.
Tapos kami na ni Lora.

Tumayo ako dun tabi ng gate ng SAID.

Guard: San commuters pass mo?
KO : Naiwan ko po sa bahay kasi di ko po alam na kailangan. Practice lang kasi namin ngayon. Antayin lang po namin papa ko dito.
Guard: eh ikaw? (tingin kay lora)
Lora: (may speech dapat pero...)
Guard: Diba may comuter's pass ka rin?
Lora:(loud and proud) OPO!
Guard: *itinaas ang isang kamay -- horizontally*
Lora: po?
KO : *titig*
Guard: *itinaas dalawang kamay*
Lora: Pwede po?
Guard: Dinalawa ko na nga eh

YOHN.
Speechless kami ni Lora. Pero dumaan kami. Pinapadaan eh! Alangan na tanggihan namin diba?
So daan kami. TAWA kami. AT MASAYA KAMI! hahahahahah

Inantay na namin si Papa dun sa EAPI. HAHAHA

Naisip ko lang, shems ganun ganun lang yon? Tipong naloka kami at inisip na -- dun nalang tayo sa bagahe ng taxi!
Shems. HAHAHA.

Tapos chibog na kami sa MCDO. Sabi namin ni Lora "Kakain talaga kami!" HAHAHA.
Nung pauwi sabay kami ni Kitkat. Naglakad lang kami pauwi. HOHO. Di ako napagod. Sanayan lang siguro at manhid na paa ko. HAHA.

Saya talaga. Memorable.
HAHAHA.

I knew a girl...

I knew a girl that was so stupid that.......

she called me to get my phone number.

she spent 20 minutes looking at the orange juice box because it said...

"concentrate."

she put lipstick on her forehead because she wanted to make up her mind.

she tried to put M&M's in alphabetical order.

she sent me a fax with a stamp on it.

she tried to drown a fish.

she thought a quarterback was a refund.

she got locked in a grocery store and starved to...

death.

she tripped over a cordless phone.

she took a ruler to bed to see how long she slept.

she asked for a price check at the Dollar Store.

she studied for a blood test.

she thought Meow Mix was a CD for cats.

when she heard that 90% of all crimes occur around the home,

she moved.

when she missed the 44 bus, she took the 22 bus twice instead.

when she took you to the airport and saw a sign that said

"Airport Left" she turned around and went home

Man she STUPID!!!!!!!!

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I got this from GaiaOnline. It was PMed to me. HAHA.

Benta ito para sa akin.

Ipaliwanag

I have made a new blog but it's not located here in blogger. It's a blog of my collection of new words that I will browse everyday. There are lots of ads, so I might consider moving. But for now, I'll manage the idea there.

Striked

"Mahirap magbago..."
That is the thing that I have told myself awhile ago. I was depressed because I felt very irresponsible. I came to school late because I can't find my I.D. Alam kong mababaw ang dahilan, pero naiinis pa rin ako sa sarili ko. I don't know if it's just because it is the Monday and I should have find my I.D during the weekend.

I never felt sad about not accomplishing a Math homework or not submitting a Filipino life line or understanding Chemistry/Math (again). I did not care about those. I never thought I was irresponsible that time. But awhile ago -- it was just SO frustrating. It's so funny how that SMALL thing striked me. Talagang sa PINAKA mababaw pa na dahilan ako magigising na "ay ang pangit ng ugali ko".

Maybe the reaction of my dad also counted for me to be depressed about it. He was waiting for me to find my I.D and he's scolding me about it. I can't do anything. I was so helpless. I can't answer back this time because it was TRUE. I finally realized that it was true -- that I am irresponsible. Now I see the HYPOCRITE inside of me when I write or say "i'm responsible".

I said that "It's hard to change" because I learned that I keep on promising I won't be irresponsible but I always am one.
And it's not just that matter. There are a lot of things I want to change in myself and only some are accomplised. Hindi ko naman sinasabi na wala akong bilib sa sarili ko na magbago. Sinasabi ko lang mahirap talaga -- nakasanayan ko na eh. So minsan, sasabihin ko nalang sa sarili ko -- ay pababayaan ko yan, kasi kung gawin ko yan, hindi na ako yan. Sinasabi ko yang reason na yan sa mama ko. Pabiro kong sinasabi pero siniseryoso ng mama ko. Well siguro naiintindihan ko na ngayon. Mali ako.

Upon going home, I thought of what can I do to make-up for what I think is wrong with me.
I thought that nobody can help me but myself.
What I can do is remember this feeling -- the feeling of sadness brought by my own mistake and do my best not to feel it again.

I talked to Angela, my classmate awhile ago. I told her I was sad because, yun nga, I feel irresponsible. She said that she knows the feeling. I believed her because she was also telling me one time that she felt sad and all (and I believe that she tells the truth. it shows). Acctually I had no reaction that moment. But now, I know what she feels. And that feeling is afrustrating one.

I won't forget it. If I do, it's like forgetting it because it brought me pain -- I'll remember it because it's FRUSTRATING and I KNOW I'LL BEAT THE FRUSTRATION OUT OF IF.

I won't do it again to myself.

*emo ba? di naman siguro. hohohohoho.*

I'm SO Productive |:

My life is so boring.
I need to do something to get involved in different activities.
I look forward of doing lots in our club at school (Junior Environmentalists Club) because I want to go out!
I also want to build a website, just a gallery of my doodles. Wala lang.
I just want to do something NEW.
I feel that everything that I'm doing is monotonous.
I want to experience new things.
I want to explore what else the world has to offer for me.
That is why I am open to any activities as long as I like it.
I am willing to practice, go out, do something.

I just feel so BORED.
I want to write some fanfiction but I'm too lazy to think.
I want to draw in photoshop but I can't think of anything.

@_@
Boredom is STUPID.

Remembering 2006

The past year had brought me lots of realizations and thoughts. It somehow widen my opinions and know myself more. The past year also let me have endings and beginings.

First it is the end my second year life. I liked my class during my sophomore days. It's because of the people in it and even though I'm not really that close to all of them, I enjoy watching them. During those times, I enjoy watching than getting involve. But during summer, I decided that I want to take part into things. I want to move and help to make things better. It's not that easy to get involve. My nervousness/shyness would always block my way and I would always dream about having no voice even though I scream. Even though inside me, I want to do something -- I always turn up to just sit. And for me I want to get rid of that. Sure do, I would be undergoing lots. I also remember our play production. The play itself was nothing compared to the times that we alotted for our practices.

Second, is entering 3rd year. A start of lots of new thoughts once again. I began to worry about my course. It's weird because all of a sudden, you think about your future. Honestly until now I'm confused. I can't do anything. I don't want to think. HAHA. I also gained people to trust and have fun even though we may look stupid. HAHA. At least I know that those people are true to themselves and I adore them for being that. *insert Lora / Janelle / Paula* Even though things may seem typical when I'm around with them, there is always SOMETHING that pops up to brighten my day. hehe. Even though it's a simple joke or thought. May it be about teachers, issues, reality (wow hehe), and flying nipples O_O whooooops. This is also the first time I went into a retreat. 2 days was not enough, but it was filled with fun. I love 3-10. I'm glad I belong in that section.

Third is joining the choir. The idea of joining was brought by our CL parish involvement. It was all just required at the start. As I entered, I was the most quiet one. I do talk to them and share some of my thoughts, but of course I'm shy since they are all older than me. But as I go along with them, joining in the mass and join the carolling, I learned that they were okay. And it's nice to have something to do and not just sit here all day. At least I have something to look after -- not just school. HAHA. Before the parish involement, I never went out of house to go out with our neighbors -- but now, OMG I even went to play in the internet cafe with them until 10:00. And I'm glad my parents was not mad. It was also my first time to go out with them to other places to sing Christmas songs (mangarolling) and go home at 1:00! HAHA. I had fun with them even though, once again, even though I don't really talk that much. I'll try to open up.

This coming summer, I would love to enroll for something. Maybe a sport or dance lessons. I want to move. HAHA. I will do that as I review for college entrance examinations.

Last year, to be summed up, it's just another part of life. Problems, joy, happiness, new things, boredom, anger, frustration, fun times, endings and beginnings. Maybe I did not remember everything as I typed this. But I know that I know those. HAHA. Okay.

It may not be the best year. But I'm glad all thoughts, decisions and happenings were part of my life.
So I just wish, this 2007 would make me more stronger and happier.

God Bless to all. (: