Opportunity

"Let me ask you something. If someone prays for patience, you think God
gives them patience? Or does he give them the opportunity to be patient? If he
prayed for courage, does God give him courage, or does he give him opportunities
to be courageous? If someone prayed for the family to be closer, do you think
God zaps them with warm fuzzy feelings, or does he give them opportunities to
love each other? "

- God from the movie, Evan almighty

American Idol 8

New season of American Idol! Here's a video of some contestants who passed.
I like the FIRST and the LAST ladies. Enjoy!

Junkie

NEW layout.
Aw.
Not the best one.
But It will stay here for a while!

hart*

NCP Brutekon

Whew. I thank all the people that helped me in my NCP: Kat, Yang, John plus Kenneth and Cullen especially Kuya Ty! Out of 40 people only 5 of us "got" it.
Demn.



However, being able to pass wasn't the reason for the adrenaline rush I have experienced.

Here it goes:



My classmate asked me to place her work on my filecase -- so that it will not be crampled. However, during our class -- she was late. So I decided to pass her paper along with the class paper. UNFORTUNATELY. Unfortunately, I knew that he will check it but a.) I assumed she will arrive at 5-10mins time b.) that nothing will happen. Guess what, when he was checking her paper -- he told the class. "Where is she?" so the class answered that they do not know.



In a snap -- he tore it apart.
In front of us.

I was terribly shocked.
The questions: was it my fault? OMG. WTF.



I only submitted it because it was with me. But I did not voiced out when he asked where she was. I was nervous and I lost the words to say. Upon seeing her paper torned -- *faints*


When I saw my classmate, outside the room. I RUSHED towards her without any hesitation. I told her what happened.



"Your paper was torned"



O_O



"But wait! I will talk to sir, you can reprint your work, I will accompany you and I will be the one to pay"



=_="



WHEW.
Sir accepted her paper.



I tell you, THAT was something. I will never let anything like that happen. I feel stupid. Being able to pass did not sink in to me because of that incident.

.

tired.

Kuy

Okay. So natapos na ang usapan. Teka, sa tingin ko HINDI pa tapos.
Pilipino kasi e, mahilig sa tsismis. Pero sa akin TAPOS na.

Yun na yon. Kung ano mang sunod na mangyari, tingnan nalang natin. Syempre hindi ako makapagsasabi kung ano ang maaaring mangyari dahil WALA pa ako dun e.

I will just give myself a hard time, assuming and thinking about something that is not presented in front of me.

After the meeting, these two persons approached me. I was sad because they suddenly blurted out that "Hey, I'm leaving the choir" That really shocked me and frustrate me because I do not want them to leave. They are two persons whom I looked up to. One of the first few faces I was intoduced to in the group.

However when we were walking back, I cannot ignore the thought of them -- using me. Well that is my opinion. Because of the lines "Can you show it to me" In addition, he looked desperate when he suggested that I, renew my multiply password just to view something. THAT is suspicious. I asked myself "Is he using the fact that I admire him?" Perhaps he thought that I would -- fall in the same pit twice.

I thank him for the compliments he gave, those were sweet enough to make me fall. But showing such desperation? It lead me to disbelief.

WORDS can really BUY a person

IF the heart processess the words BEFORE the mind.

I learned my lesson.
NEVER talk TOO much.
My name was called out a couple of times.
I felt nervous -- but I realized it was my role to get involved. So yeah, bring it. But I am no longer entertaining it.

I cannot always hide from such problems, nor can I distant myself.
But I can allow myself to think rationally.
I have my opinions and it all came from my thoughts. If there are misunderstandings, I may be the one who is wrong or perhaps the one who is right. But the real point here is that -- I have something in mind. I might have been hearing lots of comments and leaned on each side, but hell -- I CAN always change my mind. Why shouldn't I change my mind. I haven't mastered seeing the righteous one in one sitting anyway.

Emotions are used sparingly.

Facts are always right. Unless it came from facts that are proven wrong.

"Sorry" is not a closed statement, rather an open one. Thus, entails explanation.

So yeah.
IT'S ALL WORK at this moment.
I am sorry but the connection and relationship that I have established seems to have been torned. Yes, you are still my brothers -- but there is something missing. When you turned your back so easily...

So I guess -- "Kuya" is just a label. Not a sign of friendship.

Did I lost someone?
I guess not.
I never had someone anyway.

Now I don't feel anything.
That is my last cry -- noticed it lasted easily?

The rest is still unwritten

Yesterday, I felt blessed for I was fortunate than some percent of the people's population. Today, I am more fortunate since I am still partaking in this life.

A past classmate of mine died. She was break dancing, and fell on her chest. She could not breath so she was rushed to the hospital. Two days later, she passed away. It was fast. Imagine the greatest depression happening in just 48 hours. I can't imagine the struggle she was experiencing, and how her family stayed beside her filled with fear.

Nonetheless, we can never really say when our candles will be blown.
She was a great person.

I bet her stay was worthwhile
I am proud of who she was.

**PS The song "Unwritten" was the piece she conducted during the song festival. Truly, that the rest is still unwritten.

Salamat!

Kanina may isang batang nagbebenta ng bananaque. Tinanong niya ako, "Ate bananaque" syempre umiling ako at alam kong, hindi ko iyon gusto. Pero tinawag siya ng tatay ko. Tinanong niya kung magkano. Dose raw. Bumili naman ang tatay ko. E ang tatay ko, mahilig makipag kwentuhan, sabi niya "Dapat sa susunod sampu nalang yan"

Ang sinagot naman ng bata "Sampu po kasi talaga ito. Dinadagdagan ko lang ng dos para pambaon ko mamaya"

Tama nga naman diba, tax.
Naisip ko lang, ang galing niya. Mas magaling siya sa akin. Alam niyo kung bakit? Kasi siya ang bata bata pa niya dumidiskarte na sa buhay. E ako, tatamad tamad kahit nasa harapan ko na ang lahat. Dami dami kong inaalala, wala pa iyon sa tindi ng inaalala ng iba.

Naisip ko lang na MAGPASALAMAT ngayon sa lahat ng meron ako.
At nais ko sanang matutong maging KONTENTO sa mga bagay na meron ako :)

Wala lang.

:(

College Stress.
AAACCCKK.

I'm not VERY serious about this course.
Should I ?

:P

I'm immature about studying.

Crazy Kart

There is a new Level Up! game entitled: Crazy Kart
It is a massive multi-player online roleplaying game (MMORPG) wherein players are to RACE with each other.

You might think of it as an ordinary racing game -- dashing, speeding up and bumping one another. However in addition to that idea, Crazy Kart offers other in game obstacles that will make it harder for you to maneuver. Players can throw missles at one another, electrify someone or even just throwing a banana peel on the road!

For me, the graphics of this game is suited for someone who just got home -- tired, stressed, and just want to see something HAPPY : - D

There are different maps in which you can race. Each maps has its own uniqueness thus, your race would never be the same. In addition, in certain levels new maps are opened.

Furthermore, remember the movie "Tokyo Drift"? Well drifting is something to be learned here! Every player might find new tricks to efficiently drive through their opponents in order to win.

Really, it is not your old school racing ;)

See you in game!

The Start -- i mean -- The Continuation

Hello! First of all,
HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Thank you for the new year greetings. I am sorry if I wasn't able to greet you all on that day. But don't worry! 2009 won't last a day.

I hope that we will all overcome whatever circumstances we are about to handle.
Everything is just for now (oh no! avenue q song)

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Anyway, I really thought of writing because -- I do not feel well. Perhaps I am irritated by the fact that school starts tomorrow!

Ang daming pinagawa noong bakasyon :( Pero nung simula lang ng bakasyon ko siya ginawa. Gumawa ako ng mga speech para sa return demonstration at inayos ko ang mga notes ko sa H.Bio Pagkatapos noon, sinubukan kong i-memorya lahat ng mga sinulat kong notes at ang mga kinompose kong speeches. PERO hindi ko magawang imemorya dahil nakatatak sa isip ko "ang haba!" o kaya "ang hirap!" o kaya "nakakainis...wag na nga!"

Kaya kung ako ang tatanungin, hindi ko talaga lubusang ikinasaya ang bakasyon dahil hindi ko ito lubusang naramdaman. Salamat nalang sa mga pahanon na umalis kami nang bahay at namasyal. Okay na ako. Kahit pagharap ko nga sa kompyuter hindi siya gaanong epektibo dahil inaalis ko lang sa isip ko na may KAILANGAN pa akong gawin. Imbis na gawin ang mga gawain, dinadaan ko nalang sa laro (cabal online o yea!)

Mood swings! Grabe. Masyado ako kung mag-isip.

Pati problema sa choir napaisip ako. Pero kung tutuusin -- madaling solusyonan, ginagawan lang ng mga isyung hindi dapat. Nandito ang tuldok ---- guguhitan pa ng linya.

Hay nako!
Basta.
NEW YEAR NA!
Kaya gusto ko na rin namang LUMAKI. Maging MATURE sa mga bagay bagay. Hindi ko kailangang hukayin ang mga ayaw ipahukay. Kung ano ang nasaharap ko iyon ang gagawin ko. Kung ano ang nasa-isip ko sige sasabihin ko na. Natuto na ako at matututo pa ako. Magtatrabaho na ako bilang officer ninyo. Hindi ko na ipagkakaila o ikahihiya. Sorry nung unang panahon na hindi ako gumawa kaagad. Puwes, ito na. Nagising na ako. Kahit sabi nila na "ikaw lang naman walang kasalanan" hindi naman nila naisip na ang walang ginagawa -- ay hindi maganda.

Di bale.
MAAAYOS ANG LAHAT. Kung gusto nilang umayos, aayos. Kung gusto nilang lumalim pa, sige. Palalimin nila. Makikinig lang naman kami e -- at magpapakahirap na maging rasyonal.

HAHA. Tawa nalang :

May tamang oras diyan.

KAPAG binigay ang tamang oras GAMITIN. Huwag lang tingnan dahil hindi na babalik ang tamang oras na iyan.

Kung may maiwan man... siguraduhing masasabi sa susunod, kung pagpapalain kang meron.

Ayan ang mga natutunan ko, bago magtapos ang nakaraang taon.

Kaya ang NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION KO ay gagawin ko ang lahat ng iaatas sa akin at mga kailangan kong gawin. Pagiisipan ko ang kurso ko (leche) At mag-iisip na ako bilang isang 'adult'

HAHAHA.

Goodbye 08!

You left me climbing from the ground.

*emo much

2009

"The optimist stays up late at midnight to see the new year in.
A pessimist stays up late to
make sure the old year leaves"
- Bill Vaughn

Well, its really LIFE. Its up to us how we will face and enjoy it.
We can't really make a perfect plan -- but we can aim for our goals.
There will be some shit on the floor that we shall not step on.
But if we got carried away by walking on the road;
accidentally stepping on a shit…
…then go home -- wash!

It’s really just common sense.

;)

Happy New Year!