Ellezear

(I’m sick again. I got colds, but I’ll spend some time typing because there’s something I want to share.. hhee)

There is this person who obviously hates me. Nararamdaman ko na nasa loob ang kulo niya. When we meet each other at the corridors, I ignore her. But if I know the person she’s with, I say “hi” to that person and eventually look at her and say “hi”. I really don’t mind about what she thinks. But it’s still evident that she wants me to disappear. Yesterday, during dismissal time, she was with my club mate. So I said hi to my club mate. I looked at her and she gave me a f*** you sign. She said that it was a joke right away. But I think there is no joke there. For me it was a “slip-of-the-tongue”. She probably let go of what she really likes to convey to me.

Well I don’t mind her. And the sign.
As if something will happen if I go to her and discuss about what happened. That act of hers truly made my respect for her lower.

She wasn’t really a part of the dilemma we had last year. Kung baga nakikisali lang siya. And she’s a social climber. She backstabs her best friend. She even told me her anger about that best friend of hers. And she thinks so shallow, she thinks every time we look at her, we are talking about her. She’s so panicky and she really wants some fight.

Hindi ko siya sinisiraan. Sinasabi ko lang ang totoo. Sinisiraan yung nagiimbento ng mga kwento.

I really think at this point that she will never be a good friend if she does not renew herself.