Happy Birthday Mama!

Today's the birthday of my mom. She's at her 56th year of living.
She's old -- isn't she? Hehe. I can't change that. She will never be young -- at age. But could be young at heart... and face. HAHA. As long as she keep detoxing HAHA kidding.

Since I entered High School, I started to answer back and yell at my parents more. Maybe it's something that is already been put into bad practice. I feel bad about doing that at times but I keep on commiting the same mistake. It's hard to gulp in the words that are ready to be screamed. HAHA. My mom scolds me to stop. Duh. hehe. She tells me if I do that on my friends -- if I scream at them -- I tell her no. Then she will complain why can I do that to them and not my friends? The only answer I say is that because I know that they will still forgive me. HAHA.

If I scream to random people, HAHA you bet they will curse me. But my parents never cursed me when I scream at them. Uh-uh. HAHA. That is why my guilt is here, in my heart. HAHA. It's saying "You're mean."

At least I know I'm guilty.
HAHA. I always knew I am. I just can't stop the habbit.

Now is my mom's birthday and what I can give her is my outmost PATIENCE for her and my dad. Not to scream to them. Sometimes... maybe twice a day.. .then once... then none... HAHA.

Adios. (: