Remembering 2006

The past year had brought me lots of realizations and thoughts. It somehow widen my opinions and know myself more. The past year also let me have endings and beginings.

First it is the end my second year life. I liked my class during my sophomore days. It's because of the people in it and even though I'm not really that close to all of them, I enjoy watching them. During those times, I enjoy watching than getting involve. But during summer, I decided that I want to take part into things. I want to move and help to make things better. It's not that easy to get involve. My nervousness/shyness would always block my way and I would always dream about having no voice even though I scream. Even though inside me, I want to do something -- I always turn up to just sit. And for me I want to get rid of that. Sure do, I would be undergoing lots. I also remember our play production. The play itself was nothing compared to the times that we alotted for our practices.

Second, is entering 3rd year. A start of lots of new thoughts once again. I began to worry about my course. It's weird because all of a sudden, you think about your future. Honestly until now I'm confused. I can't do anything. I don't want to think. HAHA. I also gained people to trust and have fun even though we may look stupid. HAHA. At least I know that those people are true to themselves and I adore them for being that. *insert Lora / Janelle / Paula* Even though things may seem typical when I'm around with them, there is always SOMETHING that pops up to brighten my day. hehe. Even though it's a simple joke or thought. May it be about teachers, issues, reality (wow hehe), and flying nipples O_O whooooops. This is also the first time I went into a retreat. 2 days was not enough, but it was filled with fun. I love 3-10. I'm glad I belong in that section.

Third is joining the choir. The idea of joining was brought by our CL parish involvement. It was all just required at the start. As I entered, I was the most quiet one. I do talk to them and share some of my thoughts, but of course I'm shy since they are all older than me. But as I go along with them, joining in the mass and join the carolling, I learned that they were okay. And it's nice to have something to do and not just sit here all day. At least I have something to look after -- not just school. HAHA. Before the parish involement, I never went out of house to go out with our neighbors -- but now, OMG I even went to play in the internet cafe with them until 10:00. And I'm glad my parents was not mad. It was also my first time to go out with them to other places to sing Christmas songs (mangarolling) and go home at 1:00! HAHA. I had fun with them even though, once again, even though I don't really talk that much. I'll try to open up.

This coming summer, I would love to enroll for something. Maybe a sport or dance lessons. I want to move. HAHA. I will do that as I review for college entrance examinations.

Last year, to be summed up, it's just another part of life. Problems, joy, happiness, new things, boredom, anger, frustration, fun times, endings and beginnings. Maybe I did not remember everything as I typed this. But I know that I know those. HAHA. Okay.

It may not be the best year. But I'm glad all thoughts, decisions and happenings were part of my life.
So I just wish, this 2007 would make me more stronger and happier.

God Bless to all. (: