I'm always not-so-good at things. It's just that, I like doing lots of things even though I don't excel at those. I like trying things out. Sometimes I desire to be better at something, but the reality won't break that I'm really not that good. HAHA. Well I can if I like to. But the problem with me is that I sometimes get frustrated when someone is better than me. Yeah, I sometimes feel that way. I guess it's some kind of superiority complex? The mild type?
Someone told me that I should learn to be happy for others who are better than me.
Gaa. I know that I should do that, it's just sometimes it's frustrating that you can't be on the top. LOL.
I bet I'm not the only one who feels like this at times. Just look at the politicians who wants to be greater than the greatest and they do all shitty things to be on top. The difference is, I am not a politician and I know how to tolerate myself xD
Well I think I still don't have a high self-esteem and belief with myself.
I wonder when I will be able to say that "I'm not envious" without any guilt.
HAHA.
Sometimes I could appear to be saying that I'm not envious but the truth is I am. Unless I tell it directly that I am envious which is... well kind of hard. Can you see the problem? I'm not really 'accepting' of who I am. HAHA. Yeah sometimes I do have that kind of feeling. BUT the good point is that I know my flaws xD I just don't tell. But these past days I want to blurt out my bad side. Uh-huh.
I hope I was... like this and like that. Blah blah blah blah.But it's hard to be like this and like that and blah blah blah blah.
XD
HAHA. Well I guess I'll end it here.
I just wanted to share my thought.
~ "Life is not easy for any of us. But what of that? We must have
perseverance and...
8 years ago
9 comments:
ok lang yun no. hard work and patience tlga kailangan. gayahin mo si rock lee. haha. pero tgnan mo naman ung personality ng iba dyan. ikaw maganda personality mo eh= kind, generous, intelligent, good sense of humor/witty, good listener. hay naku dami mo kayang good traits. di mo lang cguro alam. hahaha. be proud of what you have. tas tgnan mo ung wala sila na meron ka. pagtawanan mo. LOL.
pareng lyza!
hehe di ka naman po nag iisa jan po. lol
bahala sila sa buhay nila kung magaling sila wag mo na silang pakeelaman di naman nila alam ang secrets ng life tayo alam natin!
[ano nga ba yun?]
lol hehehe
basta wag mo sila intindihin pake nila hehe
hmmm.. date ganian ako ... hahaha.. :) trying so hard to reach the top.. peo in the end when i did reached the top, hindi rin ako naging masaya. :) hehehe.. :)
ako ang technique ko.. i dont let them to intimidate me..kait pinapakita nilang magaling sila or what... tas as the day progresses.. napapantayan ko or nahihigitan ko sila..
pero syempre.. hindi rin maiiwasang maging bitter... pero just believe in yourself.. mawawala din yan..
Thanks people, your words are enlightening.
I have no other things to say :D <3
blog hopping ^^ I haven't been on for a long time but I like your new layout xD if its new...
I agree ^^ its so true... I hate not being able to beat people and it gets frustrating...
woah I haven't been typing like this since I haven't been on the computer ^^
glad to see you back enjiou!
ako rin puro testing... baka sakali kase makachamba ako na magaling pala ako sa isang bagay... kadalasan nga lang hindi ko na itinutuloy minsan kase bigla na lang ako tinatamad..
Parehas tayo. HAHA
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