Apr 21, 2008

L to the C to the D

Been out for a while! And no I do not mean that I have been out of town, enjoying summer. No. what I mean is that I have been out of sight in my blog. There have been problems inside our home. Family problems: Misunderstandings, jealousy, misinterpretations, unwillingness to let the other side speak up, prejudicial thoughts. Pile them all together, emotional breakdown of one member -- or all.

My brother sold our LCD monitor. It's about 14k. Why did he do that? Well first, he told mom that he wants to take the CPU out to his friends house. I don't know exactly why, but my mom said no. Next, together with my mom and dad, we went out to enroll myself. But before leaving, my dad placed the CPU inside their room so that he will not be able to bring it out, in case something in his mind twitch and the evil will be unleased. Just in case.


However, when we got home the LCD was gone and my dad was so angry.
My brother texted my mom telling that it was stolen because he placed it near the window of his friend's house, and by the time he look back, it was gone.

Lame. Lame. Lame.

It was so obvious that he was making the "someone-stole-it" story so perfect that my mom will not question it. Then later on after some (well a lot) of censored conversations, he gave up and told that yes, he sold it. He said he got frustrated because they placed the CPU inside.

For me, his reasoning is quite childish. He should not have let into his emotions and just do that. He also sold my father's cellphone by the way. I guess he has a lot of crap inside his head. He did all of this because he wanted revenge. I guess he could really go this far.

I cannot help him. Nor does my parents, for the fact that he won't speak up. I can never imagine a problem being solved that only one side takes some effort. Must be mutual -- to make it easier.
Well it can be one sided effort but, if it is for him, I might disagree.

So there.

I'm feeling annoyed right now.

I'm doing this entry in an internet shop. And my mom is looking right now! I'm feeling uncomfortable. Good thing I set the font to smallest and good thing she does not have a good eyesight.


End.


P.S. Sorry blogmates, I'll drop by your sites next time I go online. Take care of yourselfves.

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

Bakit ginawa nang kuya mo yun?
Anong gagawin niya sa money?

Sana man lang pinaalam nya yung gagawin niya, I know this might sound really bad pero it's like stealing from well... your own parents or the whole household!

Add to that sinabi mo pa na sinama niya cellphone nang daddy mo.

Wow di ako maka paniwala...

I just hope na everything would be OK ingat lyza! Good luck!

Anonymous said...

wow, what's up with your brother?? MAYBE selling the LCD is "quite" tolerable that selling your dad's cp. wth.. :S

i feel uncomfortable too when someone's with me when blogging. :/

wb btw. :3

L y z a said...

lora : oo tama pagnanakaw na rin yun. ilang beses na rin niya ginawa e, marami pang ibang kababalaghan na nagawa niya. thanks for the goodluck hahaha

christel : onga e what's up with him. kung ako'y may kapangyarihan ng telepathy, bbaaang!

pen said...

easy lang lyza. shit happens. you juz have to deal w/ it. talk to ur bro. it will help a lot. i can see that he kinda isolates himself..pero give it a try.

i can see tons of reasons why he did it. pro sya lng ang makakapagsabi ng 22ong dahilan.

hugs! good luck!

Anonymous said...

Ugh, sounds very bad to me. Why did he want to bring the CPU out of the house in the first place anyway? Lame, yeah. And the cellphone, how did it happen?

Sigh. I can somehow relate because my older brother used (I hope) to do similar acts.

Anonymous said...

Forgot to say that like you, I also feel uncomfortable (very) when being watched doing something serious or something. Of course, that includes writing a post. Even knowing that some people I know are reading my blog while I'm just inches away makes me feel awkward.

L y z a said...

pen : Thanks pen, well I have talked to him... pero kailangan mutual ang mga bagay para maayos, hindi one side lang nag eeffort. hehe Thanks uli

nelson : He borrowed my dad's phone because he sold his (too much selling in here) and then he didn't return it, to find out he sold it. And yeaaaah it's really annoying when people watch you do things you want to do alone. HAHA. It was funny because I don't know how to tell her "bat ka ba nanonood" hehe