A day with "A"

It's such a great feeling when you just sit down and wait for you mind to settle until you finally want to say a word. When you are not bothered by how silent your friends are, you'll hardly notice that after some time, you're telling what you want, what you feel and what you think exactly that moment.

You learn to give space and not to hurry your friends and yourself about a topic you want to share. So what if you share the silence? :)

I felt this relaxed after I hang out with my Paula, Janelle and Lora. I am so glad I felt it again today, with Kat, John and Yang. I knew it would happen again, but it was surprising that I am with different people.

"Then they are good friends"
My mom said. And I agreed.

They are. I'm quite lucky.

"If you don't understand my silence,
you'll never understand my words"

I am not close to them whatsoever. But it is the moment that we shared that I treasured. After our PE class, we tried to do our homework in the library, but we failed. haha. But it is a good time that we have talked and shared random thoughts. After sometime, we walked around the school. When one of us wants to go that way, sure! When I pointed out the window and got attracted by the scenery, for one second I noticed that we are there, looking down, talking about what we see. When they saw a room that captured their curiousity, we peeked through the broken knob and wonder -- "what the heck does this smell like dogs?"

SO ANYTHING goes!
We give each other a chance.
We don't really bother the time and don't really bother were we are or worry about the rules. It is something new, and we are open to it. It's very relaxing.

I learned that I'm not the only person who watches cartoons at night, thinks about death when inside the washroom in the morning or think about life in general when were alone in our rooms at night. We do share common things. I'm guessing I'm in the right place.

I told them when we were about to go home that I was relaxed. They were too! I felt really happy. I never thought I would find friends, after being somewhat lost last semester. I'm really really grateful! I might even cry when we are not classmates anymore :(

It's hard to find the right people. You'll really be passing a curved road.

Thank you Kat, John and Yang for this day. (your names must not be forgotten D; haha)