Rants about me.

Awhile ago I was just enjoying my day. The whole week was something enjoyable for me.
But now is the end of my joyable days.

We will go back to school tomorrow.
TOMORROW
get that?

Parang kahapon tulog ako hanggang 9:00 a.m., bukas maaga uli

Then I have to do my homeworks.
As I have mentioned in my previous post, I won't touch any of my books because I am lazy.
But now...
holy crap they are right in front of my FACE!
*cry cry cry*

I don't know if I should be happy being a high school student or what.
I am so frustrated with school and all of the lessons and I'm not sure what the heck will happen to me if I reach college. I'm not some geek who would push through any academic challenges. I am just a lazy bum slackering around, not knowing if this and that would make any difference for me. HAHA.

I view myself as that person.
Soemtimes I would feel that I am not that. WEIRD!
Because I can feel that I am better than that. HAHA.
Can feel.

But I think there really would come a time that I will not make any promises.
I'll just instantly stand up, grab my books, study and indulge the sweet tortures school gives.
It would help me.
I know that.

BUT
Frankly I'm not yet serious in studying.
BECAUSE I STILL HATE STUDYING

I just hope I will love to study.

Although I think studying is way better than working.
Just look at all workers.
They are way more bombarded with stress.

HAHA.
Poor them.
And poor me.
If ever I won't be one of them.