Motivate

MAN. It's hard to have a one week absence from school -- the next thing you know is that you're flooded with school works.
They never gave us mercy.

I feel as if there is an empty space in my brain that is needed to be filled or else. Just like a car that has low fuel -- needs to be refilled or else it won't run -- and to get the gas you need money -- effort.

SEE.
I don't have the effort to fill in the empty space in my brain. I need to feed my brain with knowledge to pass our subjects.
But the only knowledge it wants to take is the knowledge of laziness "mamaya na.."

HAHA.
There's something wrong with me.
I'm not bothered anymore. HAHA.
So I'll take the consiquences..
And Wish for another thing to motivate me.

I need a LIFE LONG motivation.
Too keep my grades up.