Defense: Revisited

It's almost Ten in the evening and I bet I would hear the scream of my mom in no time once again, telling me that I got to go to bed because it's late. Pfft.

So to speed things up, I'll just tell whatever I think now in a... woosh!
Well I have typed 2 entries already this past week. Unfortunately, Firefox clashed during those moments and erased what I have typed here in Blogger. That was sad, frustrating and irritating. But what can I do but forget that I have typed it. But honestly, I was kind of satisfied I have typed a lot. At least I have told my feelings -- to myself. HAHA. (my mom's screaming O: )

I was sick the past two days c/o cough and colds. I'm always sick. I hate being sick. My immune system is LOW. haha. Got to do something O:

My defense is coming! This Tuesday. It is set. I'm going to be the first on that day.
Now does it make me nervous? Panic? What?

Well actually, I am telling myself. Not actually telling but, I am neglecting the fact and all the probabilities that I could think of. Right now, the only thing I am doing is practicing my speech. If you will ask me if I'm nervous, I would probably answer -- I don't know -- for I really don't want to talk about that. I don't want to tell or let's just say, I don't want to remember/think what does "nervous" means. Gets? Something like that.

For now, I don't care whatever shitty comes.
HAHA.

I will just know the feeling when that moment comes.
HAHA.

I'll stop here now.


This is an image for the background of my Defense powerpoint.
Unfortunately, I won't use it. It distracts me.
Maybe next time.