People Change

When you join a new group, it's either you appreciate it so much, hate it so much or, you are just indifferent about such.

In this new class that I was engaged into seemed to be uneasy for me the moment I looked at their faces. Inside that class, there were lots of achievers, populars and bully like people. It's hard to give them a chance to show themselves, specially when you are still tied onto something else.

However, you can't just tell the rules. Now the only thing you can do is -- obey.
To be forced to obey is something annoying -- you'll be pessimistic all the way. Nevertheless, when these people open up and just be themselves, I was surprised that they could be okay.

The girl sitting in front of me -- during grade school, she was not as she is now, full of beliefs and stories, and she's kind of inspirational with her point of views. I also see her as a good person now.

The varsity player, who seemed to be dumb, happens to have something to say! Then I thought, no wonder she's a varsity, that means she keeps her grades up. Someone cannot be a part of the varsity if she has failing marks. Now that's "whoaw"

Also my old classmate from the second year, she got more thoughts than what she only have during the second year. It's like she wants to know more, and she asks more.

People does change don't they?
We are teenagers and we don't realize things in a snap. It takes a while. Quite a while for us to understand what we really believe in and what we really want. The road might be rough, but at least it is forward. Glad it is not a road with a dead end or a cliff.

Realizations are endless. Learnings are endless too.
And I hope I'll be able to see more than what I currently know.