Just New?

I went to our choir practice today just to get pissed. There is a new member of the choir. I think I have also told a story about him? Anyway -- he sings fine but not that loud and perfect. You know what? They look at him and talk to him as if he should BE perfect. Our choir is a free of service choir. They are the ones that announced that they would be needing members -- and now, they CAN NOT take the responsibility to TEACH the new members? Common! If they want to HAVE something they must work for it. Good thing THIS new member is still practicing DESPITE of all the discriminations given to him.

In addition, one of our members, he seemed to be pissed but he did not show that he was -- this guy got 4 microphones and is about to hand it to the new member. THAT was annoying. He was too insensitive! He's older than the new member and LOOK! What a good example. I Hate it when they discriminate SOMEONE new. They have done that to me, however it was MILDER -- for the reason that I'm a girl? We can agree with that. But now? Can they be more sensitive?

I was also pissed when someone told me -- "Uy Lakasan mo pa"
I just nodded. But inside me, I told myself, "You can't even sing loud! And you can't even teach ME!" I was frustrated. I don't want to look at her. She's so annoying at that time. Just because she is older than me and WHAT? She thinks I'm STILL a kid. They haven't heard me sing loud because they are not LISTENING. I'm not doing anything about it because I would seem to be boastful --- and what do they do if someone new gets better? They TEASE them still. That is what I hate about some of them. They are SO insensitive.

Just because we're younger and we are apparently introverts, they discriminate us.
That is too annoying. I... I can't do anything for the fact that if I do -- I will not be getting anything. There is no reason to try if I know what they will be reacting or saying. They are old enough and they SHOULD realize their mistakes. At this point they are not reaching my limit, BUT once they did, I can't let it pass.

You know what -- even though I am pissed with some of my choirmates, I still want to be there FOR the fact that I want to sing AND there are SOME who are worth it to sing with.