Aug 22, 2008

Time. Move. What to do.

Maybe it is time that I take things, the way I should take them.

Everything is in front of me, I just need to make the first step.



I hate my school at first -- I think it as a lowly class school. Probably because of the fact that I know a lot of people went to known universities, so I get envious. But at this moment, there are a lot of people that I see, pursuing to get high grades. The competition in this feild is obviously high and they are taking it seriously.



Maybe I did not get the chance to grasp reality right away.

But now things are becoming clearer.

I need to go on a straight path, look at what I really need right now.

A step at a time as they say....



I don't really LOVE my course. But I need to get through it. I cannot see what GOd want's me to do... or I cannot see clearly what I want... I'm just placing the blame on others... hahaha. A fallacy.



There is still time.

I can still be positive.



I think I do not belong here.

Or is that what I just think ?



But it is not a reason for me to put everything into waste.



I need to MOVE

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

haha nagwworry ka abt small things. Ako rin madalas ganyan. Ganun ata pag sensitive kang klase ng tao. Actually magandang university ang UERM. kasama yan sa top 5 cguro na best nursing schools. Di mo na kailangan magworry kung papasa ka sa board exam basta mag aral ka lang. Actually, iniisp ko nun na sa school mo, ang pproblemahin mo yung environment kasi db mejo siksikan kaya kakastress. Pero syempre sanayan lang. saka db di naman ibig sabihin na magandang school ka un ang mag dedetermine ng success mo. Yung iba rin naman dyan puro talino lang pero pagdating sa gawa wala na... Ikaw hindi ka naman ganun. Saka maraming beses rin na pag mataas standard dami ituturo sayong di naman kakailanganin. Well, kung gusto mo magandang university, i guess ibang course kunin mo kasi mganda na tlga UERM sa nursing. Kung gusto mo magshift, may oras pa naman. Lam mo ba si donna di nag college? nagtrabaho siya. 1 year lang naman para makapagisip sa gusto niya. ako di naman nagrreklamo sa school ko kasi sinadya kong di pumasok sa di kataas na standard. tatamad ng classmates ko pero sanayan lang din. at least sa tingin ko dito mas may time ako sa sarili ko. hahaha.