Idle

"..."

There are a lot of times where in I go blank. I don't decide right away, I can't think clearly of what I want. Nevertheless I get through things, I just need t decide one by one. Though most of the time, I don't really decide, It's just...there.

Anyway.
I'm getting random as usual.
I want to experience a lot of new things. I want everyday to be a different one, not some routine followed. It's just going to be dull.

Lately I have been challenged. My introvertedness overpowered again.
Its my weakness.

Frankly, I'm getting bored with my school. I just need SOMETHING new. I don't have any inspirations and I miss my friends. I get out of place at times. Though I can't tell it to anybody. As if they care right? HAHA. Even though they care, I don't want them to pity on me. It's wrong. If they are considering me as a friend, they won't flirt when I am around. AHAHA. I have been some kind of unreal to them... things will get worse if I open up. I just have to live life like this for a little longer. They will not undersand me. It's not that I don't want them to, I just DON'T feel comfortable. There's nothing wrong with it right? :]

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