Nov 17, 2006

Ch-ch-ch-changing

Thank heavens the week is over!
I think I got late for 2 days this week. My dad was making fun about it and that pissed me. I just din't tell anything.

I think I made a slight difference regarding my study habbit.
I study each subject even though there is no homework, just for the sake of understanding it. And I also want to gain recitations these days. HAHA. For short: I am actually studying. Thus, there are still some flaws... namely carelessness, lack of concentration and memory space. HAHA. I still need to stretch my mind to make it more effective. But I'm still lazy on some points. I also rush things without thinking. But I guess I'm kind of satisfied with my small change LOL.

Anyhow,
We have this activity in Guidance Class wherein your classmates will write what they like about you and what they want to change about you. So in general, what they want to change about me is my silence. They said that I should speak up/talk more. HAHA. Well I did not put so much attention on that characteristic of mine. In fact I accept it as a good trait. And I don't care if I don't really speak up. It just proves that only some people know who I really am.

I won't force myself to be what they want me to be. That would be weird. It would just make me unreal.

But what I liked about that activity?
It made me feel lighter. The bond between the class seemed to go a step higher. HAHA.
I felt that the semi-bad feelings that are kept inside us were finally spoken out.

I know some have been hurt. I noticed that.
But I also noticed that those people changed. HAHA.

The power of the truth.
It makes us feel miserable but it always makes us feel lighter inside.
Furthermore making ourselves understand what we stand for more.

HEHE.
Guess that's it.
Thanks for all your comments by the way. I never thought people would actually comment. But I do appriciate it. HAHA.

ktnxbye.

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